A Year In Review

I recently told my sister that "I try to find the art, the fullness, the love in everything..." and sometimes to no avail. As this year quickly comes to a close, I have so much to reflect on: grief, loss, heartache, abrupt change, distance, and disconnection from everything I thought I knew and who I knew myself to be. It's strange, but it's beautiful; it's... me.

I decided to take a break from alchemizing and accept that while art is love, and love is art, sometimes it hurts, and that is the best artwork there is... emotion. I like things to be lighthearted, not so intense and serious, but sometimes... they are.. and denying that truth doesn't do anyone good.

I am not a New Year's resolution kind of gal, but I hope to remain open to love and joy. Love and joy are everything to me, they're consistent, they're kind, and they're my two favorite cousins. Love and joy have always accepted me, waiting for me to come to terms with who I am, and love her because they already have.

This year was a year I wouldn't wish on anyone, but I've managed to find love and joy in spaces where I was left with grief and despair. If there's anything I've learned about myself this year it's this; I will find the art, the beauty, and the fullness in everything, because "I'm everything!" - Doechii.

To anyone who has read this far, or this blog of mine over this year, I hope you never forget how valuable and special you are. Life throws many curveballs, but I pray you stay in the game long enough to get your home run.

With Love,

N.C.I

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